just thinking....

Just Thinking

Do you ever wonder why you fall in love with someone? Or what it is all about? I mean there has to be more to it than fall, get hurt, fall get hurt fall….you see what I am saying? When do we fall, fall and fall? Sooner or later it seems that everyone hits rock bottom. Some just block out all feelings and soon they change into someone completely different than who you initially fell in love with. Why do we all do that? Because we are all changing and all of us have had some kind of traumatic effect to mold us into the individuals we are today and five years from now we will be different from now because something will happen to us to change our perspective on life. We will not be so oblivious to the world around us, and that can rob you of your childhood innocence. Why should we have to conform to do what others say works? Yeah there are a lot of very successful business men and women in our world today, but how often do you hear of someone finding their true love? Will it last? Will it fail? Will it change over time? Of course it will change and grow, but will it change for the better or will it become stagnant? If there is one thing I have always wanted in life it was to become a very wealthy, successful, independent woman, but now my outlooks have changed. Now all I want is a happy family that only seems to get better everyday…