finals blow!

so life always has to take a nasty turn right before finals...i don't understand it at all. it is like God is saying i know your really busy and you need a clear head to think and focus on finals but i am going to throw this at you along with everything else going on. so what i am talking about is my relationship. my boyfriend and i have been together for almost two years now, two freaking years is a long ass time. we are perfect, actually i think i love him more now than ever before. or maybe i am just realizing it. well he got a business opportunity offered to him, which is great and all but it is in DALLAS!!! freaking 7 hrs away from here! and i love it here, i am not about to go follow his ass. but at the same time i did the whole long distance thing and lets just say its not for me. it really wears on ur relationship after time and that is the lat thing i want to do is have my bf for 2 yrs suddenly become nothing more than a phone call to say goodnight. ohh yeah and did i mention that we were best friends before so it just makes things that much harder? yeah, my best friend for about 7 yrs and boyfriend for 2 is moving away during FINALS!!! ughh...i am so upset i dont even know what to do with myself. part of me wants to strangle him for gong, but another part is ahppy for him, and all at the same time im hurt so badly. i want to think that this is for the better and that everything will work out for the best, and who knows we might end up back together again, or maybe he will go and realize that he cant stand it there. thats actually what im kinda going for. but i can not sit around and wait on his ass to come back, so i must move on with my life. it just sucks because i love him and he loves me and we both know that but now isnt our time....it just isn't ment to work right now.