my confusing body....

ok so i have been in and out of the doctors office all week long. i recently discovered a lump on my left breast and it was a real scare, especially because my mom's close friend just recovered from breast cancer. well, i went to the health center on tuesday and they gave me an antibiotic that contained pennicillian which i am highly allergic to. yeah, long story but it was hell. anyways i was misereable, i had a rash all over my body. i was in more pain than before. well anyways back to my lump on my breast, it was a cyst and they told me i had to have it cut put or else it would never get better and i would be stuck with this forever. i was so uncomfortable that i couldn't leep at all anymore. so i ahd to go to my doctor to get it cut out and i was in the doctors office all day long wednesday, and they took my blood, gave me a shot in the butt and put me on some more antibiotics. the antibiotics main side effect was mood swings and that was lovely. well then i went in thursday and the doctor said that it could be cut out now. so i lay there wide awake and can feel everything as she digs around and pulls it out. i now have gause covering a hole the size of a golf ball on my breast and am completly druged up on pain killers. as soon as they wear off i am in such bad pain that i litterally woke up screaming the other night. this has been a mierable week.